I am turning 30 this year.
Yes, that BIG 3-0.
What have I achieved so far?
But I can say that I am doing well. Not that bad but not that great. Get it?
I secretly wish I could be better.
Well, everyone does.
Every normal person in this world wants a great life.
I am always on the bad side when it comes to love.
But I always believe in faith. I believe in Allah SWT.
I believe that Allah SWT has predetermined everything in our lives and has power over all things.
When it comes to career I have never thought I would become a banker.
I studied marketing, not because I love marketing but because I don't have any choice at that time.
But being me, I tried to love what I do and I did pretty well.
If only I started my first job as a marketer, I might become a senior marketer in one of the well known organisations and famous for its marketing strategies like, Air Asia, Mas, Digi, Maxis or anything. Best gilak! (In my dreams)
The fact is I got stucked in banking industry for almost 7 years! Can u believe that? I can't believe myself. Like it or not, I have to carry this 7 years banking experience and continue with all the shits and get ready to face the banking world at least for the next 10 years? perhaps more?
Duh. I can't even think. My brain can't digest. If I don't work in a bank, where should I work then? I don't know how to bake to own a bakery. Kesian. Online business? Hmmm maybe someday, who knows? I can sell handbags! *ehem*
I hate the fact that my father is getting older. I love him so much and always want to make him happy and always want to see him in a good health. My siblings? I always pray for their rezeki melimpah ruah, and hidup bahagia with their families. Family problems? I have. A lot. Pening memikirkan kadang-kadang. A life without problems is like a school without lessons. I just pray that kami adik beradik takkan berpecah belah in whatever shit occurs. Amin.
Friends. They are my backbones. Everyone's busy but we still meet up occasionally to update things and we communicate a lot via the internet and mobile. Thanks to the technology!
Am I updating about myself again?
Rara, 8th March 2014.
I guess I miss blogging so much!